Envy

Good Morning ..

One of my best friends commented @ my blog that its somewhat gloomy in comparison with my real personality..

 I saw that he is right ,, Since the day I got his comment i thought about writing something delightful ..
but Unfortunately I could not express such feelings as Im drowning in  sadness ..

My Mom health-circumstance is worsening day by day.. this illness is damming virulent the way its spread & affect all her body by pain.. I cant look @ my mom who two months ago was strong, normal alive healthy and living a normal life lie down and cant walk  :(

I hate Old ladies came to see her saying she was brightening like a queen in her  nephew wedding she was envied since that day.., I hate telling us that  all the family envy her for her home & family...

I just wanted to kill them in that moment I wanted to tell them your people who envied mom..

Before tow weeks my young cousin a brilliant, God-fearing faithful , Handsome Fresh Engineer graduated  died !! Ra7mat Allah 3alih

In the Azza All the people said " he was very good boy he  is envied for being graduated in engineering, his eyes was like pla pla , his tall, his voice in quran was amazing.. they also said his father and mother still young and they may envied for having their child to be engineer that soon..

Ya Rabiiiiiiii

What is that for God Sake Just help me to understand what happened to people!?!?

Last week I was surfing the net looking for a good health care websites and I read an article for one of the scientists assure that envy is a fact and ya the health could be envied although this word in the past was trivial and not believed by the scientists..

Another scientist said @ a  Program in Jordanian TV  that envy is expanded in jordan.. What the hill is that !!


 I believe in Qada2 and Qader and that if envy cause any distress its only a reason Allah choose to let the distress occur..

I think we should include to our Duaa اللهم عافنا من انفس الجن و اعين الانس

إنا لله و إنا اليه راجعون